I ended up only crying for one minute. And it turns out that what I thought happened last night didn't happen at all. I can't go into details for fear that the people described may get offended or something like that...and NO, all this doesn't directly involve me...just a couple of people I know.

But what I CAN say is this- I learned a VERY important lesson. I learned that what you think about someone can be drastically changed. That just `cuz someone sounds like they are a really strong Christian, it doesn't necessarily mean they are, that it can all just be a bunch of talk. Yeah, I know...I knew this before now, but I guess I had forgotten that or something.

I have been reminded through this short, not-very-painful-since-I-didn't-let-my-heart-go-TOO-much-but-stayed- pretty-guarded-and-only-had-a-very-minor-crush lesson that if someone is as truly in love with God as they say/pretend to be by all the number of times they bring Him up in conversation, not only will their words match up, but their ACTIONS will. Yes, actions speak louder than words!!!! DUH. My only prayer now is that I can completely remove any of the very small remnants of this crush from my brain. I want my heart to belong completely to Him again...and him (i.e,, future hubby).